Entry 2- days in between

I only dropped my drinks twice today. Some days it's phone, other days it's keys but today it was my hot cup of tea and later my yummy cup of French vanilla cap. But my fingers are no longer crazy swollen so I could atleast throw my fist in the air and swear at the almighty God or whoever is in charge.

I only forgot a few common words such as fireplace today. I only had to re-read few pages on my reading assignments. I only had to drag myself out of the bed once and I managed to stay out of bed. 

I only hated my body 10 times today. I only looked like a pregnant lady 3 times today ( I got fat and sometimes with my back pain I end up walking with my hands on my waist. I totally look pregnant). Today, I only stared at my stretch marks for 10 minutes. Thou I spent 10 more minutes investigating my body for new stretch mark. But hey, atleast I managed to work out. Even if it was for 5 minute and made me feel like i just did the grouse grind.

I was only irritated for 8 hours out of my 12 hour day. I only resented any one who can skate or have fun for a total of 45 minutes 

Over all, today was a good day. As good as it gets.

I actually managed to stay out of bed, Stay adamant on finishing my readings and work out.

Today was a good day.